good luck m8, I couldnt do it! - what annoys me is that Nicotine is the most addictive & dangerous drug, closely followed by alcohol. But they remain legal because they are good taxable drugs. Something like cannabis which is proven less harmfull and addictive is illegal, I think one of the reasons behind this is that if it was legal the government couldnt make as much money from it - anyone with a few seeds and some lights could quite easily keep themselves supplied with it all year , hence no tax for the government.