well wanna know the whole story?
a couple of years ago when I decided that I wanted a email address,,me and my brother were trying to come up with a clever one...so I had no idea in hell what I wanted...but I was listening to my favorite song at the time "shock" by "fear factory" so I took "shockff@hotmail.com" so thats the story... yeah...but...I dont know...
heres what I do...well...im not going to do it...cause I wouldnt want people to do it back to me... [whois search] and I know yours dosent come up right away... [for betasource.org] so I had to go to joker.com and search around there...so, I see that you are the Administrative contact but the owner is someone else? or is "Bill Posters" not your real name

HAHAHA sorry...I had to do it...
funny story...
theres a guy on another board of mine that never uses his name...but some other members that he knows have given away his first name..anyway...on his websites his name is never given...but a few searches in whois and some hosting site checks eventually gave me his full name & address & phone & personal email * ...blah blah blah...quite nice if you ask me...

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